-- to my dear teacher, no matter what happens, please be strong.

And at the end of the New Year, what will the final exam at heel hits, multifarious after a day in the past are more dependent on the comb in his diary. Conveniently flipped through it down with a book in 2013, suddenly confirms this six months sometimes puzzling feeling, - 2013 was completely, half in the hell, half in heaven 史雲遜.

Maybe just because the appearance of a person.

I probably is the kind of person who is sensitive and fragile and nostalgic. Examination found in math 98 this let me to digest the Numbers after for a long time, as well as graduation and leave.

Inferiority in elementary school, junior high school is love too deep, as if only for a moment into clouds, and slow to dissipate alexander hera pre wedding.

So high, and from the cloud drop to the bottom of your depression drove it took me almost a year to comfort myself to be happy-go-lucky, think things over.

I'm so confused, can't find myself, can't see the future.

April heats, the star of talent show I sing the song "My Heart Will GoOn". Every time to Near, far, where you are when will think back and needles. After the first down only to find myself, tears streaming down her face, the judges looked at me with a face of surprise. Finally with the second prize of Beijing division so awkward stuck outside the country's primary.

On Christmas day to hear you sing this song, the familiar melody in my heart, have so a little warmth alexander hera價錢.

About "decadent" is used to describe my senior year apt adjective, read the diary is obvious. Many, many "last year's today", "n years ago at this time", "I miss you, my dear teacher ren", and many, many are writing down big and untidy.

As written in the language composition last weekend, I shut yourself in a memory wove a golden cage.

Maybe just because as a teacher in my life is too important, so much so that she was already in my concept is not only a mathematics teacher, the teacher in charge. 09 bitter winter amorous, 10 years, 11 years of autumn, summer 12 years black spring... Let me believe that she will always is the person who I love family. Although now want good naive, but also moved by pure persistence alexander hera.

So so, in 2012, finally left, lost rely on whole person as if in a blink, in the world of the free from distracting of love you, lost in the dream of vanity, lucid, where messy in my daily.

Always feel too busy in the city of Beijing, too tempting to bewitch. Especially to school will be after the big north kiln, towering skyscrapers can be complex numerous and complicated, as the curtain will burst into a variety of neon lights. Most of the time will think in this busy completely lost direction, can not find a foothold in the city of Beijing, will be particularly eager to go home, halcyon canal bank.

Remember a night lessons in March, looking out the window of blood red sunset, homesick, want to no.6 middle school, want to get confused about what to do.

In fact, I still remember junior high school after every exam grade ranking.

Junior high school grade more than 380 people. 51, 11, 25, 16, 20, 8, 78, 16, 6, 21, 31, 49, 41, 51, 28, 29, 32, 36, 53, 52, 23, 12, 6, 3, 2, 2, 2, and an examination is 72. Is really hit through and through.

High grade more than 250 people. 46, 81, 48, 129, 98, 73, 98.

The 73 is higher monthly exam next semester. The results come out, in addition to the bottom in the language class, 7 other are all very pleased. 53 what physics is used to like.

June 6, on the way home I met that day as a teacher, in the familiar light blue shirt. Somehow suddenly aware of their depravity. Not dare to call her, she probably didn't see me, is ten metres away in her place, brush.

Summer vacation to learn the new concept three copies, with a high mathematical basis to review, actually also speak only required a and required four.

High school report that day very excited, and dad together riding a bicycle to school. I back schoolbag, back seat strapped to her quilt pillow, dad a bag full of all sorts of bits and pieces and tied to the back seat of a suitcase full of all kinds of books. Ride into the city, all the way from the canal to HuiHe, ride to school. For nearly two hours, very excited.

Find the dormitory bed, looking for building placement list to find the classroom. Seems everything is new start, I want to give yourself to create an image.

Class a few days later, the truth also confirm the feeling.

From high to high school, campus changed, changed, students in the class, in the dormitories, and lodge tube changed, in addition to all the teacher changed history. The only unchanged, - here or five ten places in Beijing.

Whether the teacher asked who would like to as a math class representative.

In fact, "ren complex" never go away. I hesitated, raise their hands.

The first was to send summer vacation homework. Finding your office in the morning that "bedroom", you're not here. I suddenly feel good feel safe here.

And then there is a variety of frequent discrepancy. To send and receive homework questions, after all, as a class representative for the first time, a little overwhelmed. And every time you smile at one another moment, however, always gives me a little peace of shore tianya, makes me feel is getting closer and closer to the real you.

Remember the lesson on Thursday off the back to the office to take with you. You ask me this two days how are you doing, I said I'm a little afraid of solid geometry stereo sense is very poor, you said that the move to fold a few more to place a few. Maybe you already forget, but to take a year to used to be ignored me, how important it is.

Remember the dream happy when they are planning a party on teachers' day, there is a link to class representative in all the subjects and teachers. It was my first time and you so close, good warmth. That day is my 17th birthday. I think, probably, perhaps, the most new and expectant smile frames in the shutter sound completely.

Remember a lot of the teacher at the time of the lectures, 6 PM, quiet cabin, two personal quiet.

Remember the first time with you to reflect the copy homework, actually really think his attitude is too coarse. Crowded on the bus home more think more suffered, standing in the big north kiln streets look ignorant roar of the act. The tortuous to your phone, highway 647 rapid reverse driving the scenery outside the window the window quickly drove the wild wind in his face into the heart. Listening to telephone the end you just have to relax the laughter of the heart. "You are very responsible," a word is enough to make me believe that everything would be worth it. That day is on September 27, 2013, thank you tolerate the not reasonable of I, I will slowly grow up.

Remember your birthday that is actually sail they buy cake, in fact I just see from the QQ. Know the name can't calculate on November 15th birthday is just like to know my name is WYJ you don't work out as I was born on September 10th. Sell a imprison son. That afternoon the class sing birthday song for you, look at you a reddish glow in fact my heart also is warming up.

Remember me of the old knee injury recurrence, your arm around my shoulder, speech is filled with anxiety, I even can feel that kind of a little hot temperatures. Actually for the old wound stimulation of the patella softening, that it is not surprising that pain. Just moved too much, I will be deeply hidden in the heart.